Friday, March 13, 2009

remind me to breathe.

driving to olympia today i saw a gorgeous bald eagle soaring over the highway. we live in such a beautiful place. i tried to control my breathing as the overwhelming gut ache began to take control over my body. i need meditation and quiet. i need to sit still for a second and not have a thousand thoughts flying through my mind. i need to study. i need to be at peace. i need to not be so needy. ashley rae lanning.
leaving in 4 days, for 2 1/2 months.
determined to feel confident in the french language.
looking forward to eating cheese.
skinny love.
ill stomach pain that has become habitual.
my heart is pinched.
my head feels light and full, all at once.

2 comments:

  1. be patient, be fine, be balanced, be kind

    right?

    good luck, kid. you don't need it.

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  2. Breathe
    Have fun
    Breathe
    take lots of pictures
    you are going to have an
    amazing adventure

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